hi sweetie how are you im not to bad gone back on the tablets and they are helping me cope a bit better. they dont take this pain away though les i dont think it will ever go away.i miss you every single day theres always a reason for me wanting you or needing you, when will it stop les this ache down inside this pain in my heart,i understand now what they mean when they say a broken heart cos thats how mine feels like its broken in two.i want you here with me so much sometimes i cant think straight i love you so much do you know that did i tell you enough im sorry if i didnt,we tend to think weve got so much time dont we when really weve got no time at all,where did it go les those 29 years we were together it seems like yesterday and yet sometimes it seems a lifetime ago,i cant wait to see you again and feel your arms round me i love you les i always will xxxxxxx