well les its 1st of may tomorrow our wedding anniversary and its the first one without you this time last year you were here and we went out for a meal to celebrate do you remember,i sit and i wonder what we couldve done different if we had known you had only got a few more weeks with me, i still wish everyday that you were still here i miss you so much. i try so hard les but its not getting any easier i really wish i could stop crying and feeling like im falling apart but it seems so endless, i wish i could talk to someone who would understand but there isnt anyone not now youve gone because you were the only person who ever really understood me, i know i keep asking but what am i going to do without you i feel so emoty and so lonely even when im with people. i love you sweetie happy anniversary think about me wont you xxxxxxx