what is the meaning of the word lost?is it what im feeling right now?the feeling of lonliness and never knowing who your real friends are,not knowing who your real identity is the crying of your empty heart,now that theres a hole there.always hoping today will be your last,but i have to go on knowing you are never coming back,knowing i never said a proper goodbye,never knowing if and when the pain will stop.the anger and sadness that is building up inside is beginning to tear me apart,the tears wont cease they keep pouring out im drowning,theres no need to be in this body anymore,it paints a perfect picture but if you dig deep,past the fake smiles and the phony laughs you will see a sad soul trapped in a cage,longing for release.you will see im lost without you. xxxxxxx