well bab youre headstone is up and i really hope you are as pleased with it as i am. i wish i could stop crying les but it seems theres always something to set me of, like tonight i dont feel very well and you wouldve made me a cup of tea,put your arms round me and told me itll be ok.i need your arms round me so much i need your strengh and your understanding cos i dont no what to do i dont no how to get through this les not without you here,you were my reason for being and now theres nothing left to go on for,and you no what it frightens me these feelings and thoughts i have please guide me les because i really need it right now,i need to talk to you so much theres so much i want to say to you so much i need from you i love you and miss you so much my precious precious husband stay near. xxxxxx