hi sweetie how are you i wish i could hear you answer me i long to know how you are.i wish i could talk to you and hear what you would advise bab cos i dont really no what to do,you see ive been thinking about moving away but i feel like i would be leaving you and i cant bear that.you always used to say if anything happened to you id be sold up and gone and i always agreed with you but its easier said than done.i just dont no how much longer i can go on like this les wanting you and needing you i no ive got family here and i love them so much but im so lonely les and its getting unbearable if you can please help me decide what to do cos i dont no who else to talk to about this.perhaps it wouldve been easier if youd been cremated cos then i couldve took you with me.i feel such a burden to everyone and i dont want to feel like this so please help me to do whats best.i love you les and i miss you so much xxxxxx