hi babe i found the part written letter you had started writing last night,i couldnt stop crying im so sorry les that you thought what you did,please believe me when i tell you i love you i always have i just got a little lost for awhile when we lost mum, i didnt no where to go or who to turn to i felt so alone and i realise now you wouldve helped me i just never gave you the chance did i.i was so afraid you wouldnt support me because i kept thinking how you had been when i lost my dad,im sorry i shouldnt have done that cos that was so long ago and i no you loved mum as much as us.i wish i could see you and talk to you one more time so i could make you see how much i love you please believe me les xxxxxxx