hi babe hope ure doing ok without me cos i can assure you im not doing ok without you.i really enjoyed my visit to australia it was so good to see bev and meet nick,you wouldve liked him bab you and he had a lot in common,you both liked documentaries and conspiracy theories you both also put with tempremental women,so you two couldve pulled me and bev to pieces and understood where each other was coming from.but at the end of the day i know you love me like nick loves bev so we wouldnt have minded not really.thank you for being with me and looking after me it was so hard to come home les knowing you wouldnt be here i love you so much and i miss you every day i wish you were still here with me,but sadly wishes dont come true do they.you take care bab talk to you soon xxxxxx love you x