hi babe sorry i havent wrote for a while but you are on my mind all the while i went to cut your grass today and i cried as usual.i know you wont be impressed with me for how often i go and visit you,but right now i need to do it i still have problems believing you arent here anymore i no i keep saying it but i miss you so much and sometimes les these feelings i get frighten me and the lonliness is just unbearable,why did you leave me you promised me you wouldnt and even though i no it was a promise you couldnt keep,i wanted to believe you would so much.i also no you would have kept it if you could,i love you les and i miss you every single day you wait for me wont you.xxxxxxx