hi babe i havent wrote for a bit have i that doesnt mean im not thinking about you because i am. i think about you all the while from getting up to going to bed,i cannot believe its been three months since i last saw you,it seems like a lifetime,and then again sometimes it seems like yesterday.theres so much i want to tell you so much i want to say,i miss you so much les and i love you more than words can say.why did you leave me les you no im no good without you sometimes its so hard to carry on and i no you are giving me the strengh to keep going but its so hard.i wish you were still here babe,because i long to feel your arms round me and hear you say everything will be alright.sometimes i stil cant take it in that you have gone,i walk in your bedroom and for a moment its like you are still there,and then i realise its not real and you have gone,i love you les and miss you everyday you stay around a bit cos i need you near me ok xxxxxxxx