hi sweetie 5 years wheres that gone then,seems like yesterday sometimes and todays not good it brings it all back,not that I need a particular day not really,i miss you so very much theres so much I want to say to you,i ache to hear your voice,feel your arms round me hear you tell me everythings going to be alright,i worry so much about this blood disorder les and I worry about whats happening to me,i lie in bed at night and if I lie still long enough I can almost hear you saying im here ill take care of you,i feel you giving me the strength to get through the days but the nights are still so long and so lonely,do you miss me as much as I miss you? do you ache to hold me like I do you?so many questions les and no answers but ill know one day wont cos I know we will meet again one day I love you I always have so you have a good time with everyone ok just stick around awhile wont you im not ready to let you go just yet.goodnight babe I love you and I miss you so very much xxxxx