well i dont know babe three years it seems like yesterday wheres it gone hey,i wish you were here i miss you so much,i need your strengh and your wisdom right about now.why did you leave me its so hard without you,i try to be strong and its just not working,i must be good though bab everyone believes me they dont know how i still cry for you though,how much i still struggle sometimes to get through the days and the nights,the nights are the worst you know sometimes i hear you shout me and i want it to be real so very much to get up and you be there,oh well maybe in time it will be more bearable till then ill keep smiling and pretending im fine. i love you sweet and i miss you so much xxxx